Tuesday, April 29, 2008
this is spreading like wildfire on multiply, so here it goes... cpmments are very much welcome..

Welcome Blue Fidellaga, here is your handwriting analysis.

Blue is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Blue will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Blue an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Blue is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Blue is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Blue doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Blue will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Blue believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

Blue will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

According to the inputted data, Blue has a stinger shape inside the oval of her a, d, or c. This might be hard to visualize, but if this little hooklike shape is present, then Blue has an unresolved "issue" with strong members of the opposite gender. An occasional appearance of this stroke could indicate a simple "loves a mental challenge" which can manifest in playful linguistic conversations and being attracted to a lover who isn't always available. However, if the stroke is severe, this means the individual has unresolved anger at the oppostive gender - which usually started with the person's childhood relationship with the opposite gender parent (Mom or Dad). If the writer is a woman she will be attracted to strong challenging men. If the writer is a man, he will find the woman who is "hard to get" the most attractive. In a nutshell, people with stingers in their writing tend to have challenges in their romantic relationships.

For more information about this "stinger" trait, visit this webpage. Remember, it is only negative if the traits occurs often and is quite pronounced. An occasional stinger can be no problem.

In reference to Blue's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Blue slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Blue can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Blue is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Blue basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Blue is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Blue has a temper. She uses this as a defense mechanism when she doesn't understand how to handle a situation. Temper is a hostile trait used to protect the ego. Temper can be a negative personality trait in the eyes of those around her.

Blue is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Blue has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

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10 facts about me... (tagged by rian)
hmmm... uhoh... now i have to post 10 facts about me, thanks to arianne... here goes nothing..


1. blue can write backwards, like mirrored handwriting. i can, i swear.. hehe.. a scan of the mirror sample is attached, as well as a picture of me holding it.. :D

2. blue is a gm addict. gm means group messaging. i sms song lyrics to everyone in my phonebook at an average of 3 a per day, which is kind of annoying to others..

3. the reason for my codename is simple; it is my favorite color. (hehehehehe... )

4. i'm a huge, huge fan of matchbox twenty. as in huge. you could try asking me a question if you'd like.. :D

5. before i sleep, i have to "dust off" stuff from the bed, the pillows, and the blanket. then i must turn on the lampshade and the electric fan. i'll switch off the light, lock the door, rub stuff off my feet, put alcohol on my hands and cellphone and then i could sleep.

6. i'm basically a nocturnal person... not so active by day, hyperactive by night. recently though, i've been sleeping way earlier than normal. my sleep times now are between 10 and 12.. before, they were between 2 and 4...

7. coffee makes me sleepy. strange as it may sound, it is true. and i found out i'm not the only one, so i'm not abnormal!!!

8. rain makes me happy. i don't know why... it must have something to do with memories or something..

9. i am fascinated by the history channel....

10. i love helping out... even if it means i'll get scolded.

there you go... 10 things.. hihi...

tag: sarah, rayson, eric, rick, ler, jam, dark, jio, lei, ash

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10 things that made me happy... (tagged by mario)
Ten things that made me happy recently:
  1. life (i'm happy enough to be alive.. hihi)
  2. messages on my phone when i woke up (at least someone "remembered" me, even if they were all group messages.. hehe)
  3. getting to go out this monday (i'm usually trapped in the house.. )
  4. accomplishing what we had to do yesterday (i finally have the medical certificate i need to register on may 8)
  5. i found something i lost underneath all the garbage in my room (i was forced to clean.. so when i found it.. hehe)
  6. i know i could go out on friday (woo yeah... chance!)
  7. my friends na batchmates ko (because they still treat me as their friend even if i haven't been quite as close to them... )
  8. my friends na graduating na (because they treat me as a friend, plain and simple.. )
  9. my teachers na friends ko na rin *i hope* (because they're there for me.. )
  10. the clan (my sister and my brother... )
tag: jio, rian, kooey, grace, rick, rayson, marchie, lei, zeth, eric

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damn the summer..
Thursday, April 3, 2008
summer's supposed to be a time to relax and have fun as opposed with school. i'm not sure if there's such a thing as too much relaxation; if there is such a thing, i'm right there. i really would appreciate having something to do. boredom is eating my like a rat eats cheese. sure, the pc and cellphone were enough for the first few days but.. phew. they just don't do it anymore.

maybe it's because i miss the mess of school too much or miss someone (ehem ehem) to enjoy the summer. to my classmates, i might seem like a person who hates school. then again, my classmates don't really know me that much.

i'm really looking forward to the screening for next year's school paper editors. i want to know who's next. teehee. also looking forward to that seminar from the 21st to the 25th. those days would probably be the last i'd spend in high school, specifically in a classroom. damn.

i'm NOT looking forward to my final course assignment in the university of the philippines. the nervousness i'd feel would only ruin the summer even more.

i'm looking for ways to enjoy the summer, more than the net and group messages. advice would be lovely. =D

a different shade...



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